False Pretense

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Oh, it's time to let it go

The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew
Don't sweat it, {it was} set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

All along you know you thought you got the best of me
{But} you were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face
I cannot believe you claimed you were my family
Don't sweat it - it's set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

Oh, it's time to let it go

I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke...

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

So play the game until you run out
And play the game into my hand

Guardian Angel
By: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus


When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find
deep inside me
I can be  the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I need a change of perspective.
Life is becoming so predictable.
I do the same things every day.
Swear I'll change my ways tomorrow.
Yet life is still the same...
I wake up.. 
I go throughout the day..
Barely breathing it feels...
I go to sleep..
Repeat.
I miss the excitement life used to have.
I miss the journeys I used to take..
I miss the not knowing whats next.
I have no idea what to do now..

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Something True

Words so simple shouldn't mean so much
Something so quiet shouldn't scream so loud
I feel your every emotion each time we touch
I see only you when I'm swarmed by a crowd

Just one look from you has my heart pounding
One lil kiss is all it takes to get my head spinning
You and me always is more than perfect sounding
I had no idea that night with you was the beginning

Its that look in your eyes when you hold me close
That feeling I get right before we sleep each night
Your my one drug that will cause my overdose
My reassurance that everythings gonna be alright

The sound of your heart beating is my favorite song
Hearing your voice speak to me is music to my ears
Your the one I didn't know I was wanting all along
My hands were made for yours to hold the rest of my years

To hear you say those words would send me flying
Feeling your love would be the greatest thing ever
I'll be by your side til the moon and stars start dying
With you is where I'll always be, even if those words I hear never.

With me you promised you will always be
My side you swear is where you'll forever stay
My one & only, your the only one my heart needs
I swear to you I'll be here til my dying day.

5.22.11

The truth that lies

Take away the make up.
And take away the glamor.
Take away the fame.
And take way the shimmer.
If you take away the cover.
If you remove the plastic mask.
What is it you see?
Answer my question I ask...

Do you know who you are?
Are you who they know?
Under the stories you give.
Beneath the lies that you've told.
Are you true to your words.
Can you be real for one day.
Or are you just fake and made up.
Like characters in life's play.

Take a good look in my eyes.
No mask or glitter in sight.
You see a real kinda person.
Not Pinocchio in flight.
You'll see me in make up.
But you can still see the truth.
You'll see me in lights.
But I'm real through and through.

The difference between us:
Everyone may know your name.
When no one knows who I am.
While you gotta be fake for the fame.
I got time to get my shine.
You got the fake shit, not the real.
To be true to yourself is golden.
So Ima be true to others, its surreal.

When your glamor and fame fades.
The day all your glitter dies out.
I'll be shining like the north star
Ima be the loudest to shout.
Let the world know whats the real.
Be the first to tear off the mask.
I'll show 'em how to reveal the truth.
How to answer the questions unasked.