Dreaming....

Have you ever felt as if you're living in a dream?
As if through the day you're really just dreaming everything..
Nothing is really happenin...
Your invcible, and if something really horrible...
Just unthinkable and unimaginalbe happens..
You'll suddenly wake up in your bed?
You know you're not dreaming...
So you don't try and fly off a building..
But you still feel different...
Like you're watching this all happen
You're life is playing out infront of you like a moive
And you're forced to watch through the eyes of someone else...
Forced to sit on the side while all these things happen to you..
But it's not you...
Watching your life pass by like you're not really living it at all..
That's what i go through...
I'm going through these motions..
I'm feeling all these feelings, as if it's someone else...
It's like i get the 2nd effect of all these..
I don't understand...
I'm the one making the choices, but it's like i'm about to wake up.....
and it'll all be over....
Sometimes i want to wake up, and that's when i know im not dreaming..
but other times i don't want to...something is so amazing and unbelieveable that i feel like its all a dream
i feel like if i enjoy it to much then ill wake up and forget it all soon as i get up..
life is just one really long dream...
and when we wake up....is when we die....
we can't really change what's happened before...
but we can change what's going to happen...
its all a dream...
but in truth its reality...